i am not going to care about anything...

freaking hell...

2009-02-02T14:18:00.003Z

just coz u did not sleep well, ur dog is not well... and that u dun wanna play mahjong does not give u the right to shout at me... afterall.... the ppl playing are ur grandparents... and yes... it is u i am talking about.... from not my fault also become my fault coz my mum blames me for not being understanding enough... happy now?

my birthday...

2008-12-13T16:03:00.003Z

well... my 20th birthday has officially ended 3 min ago... well... a big thank you to all my family and friends for celebrating it and for the birthday wishes... and a super big thank you to someone who made a dvd on my birthday... kinda touched and it is really nice... though u have made me cry on my birthday again... =)

love....

2008-11-08T02:44:00.002Z

it has been a long time since i post... well.... still surviving in my company ( though i think i am the slowest to clear the cases, slowest to finish the work... but one of the fastest to go home... =P ) but despite all these... i have passed my 6 months probation...

tonight will be the night where i can no longer hold u and watch u sleep....

treat animals with love...

2008-07-19T17:27:00.004Z

just now I went with GZ to geylang.. actually wanted to have our dinner there de... but somehow, just as we went past a temple, we saw a few people standing there looking at something... well.. happened to see a lady scaring a golden striped kitten (probably just one palm size de) by a few steps forward and making the poor little one frightened (even though she did not hurt it), irritating lor.. must be those foreigners... to be more exact, probably she came from china... and is a chicken in singapore.. chicken scaring a kitten... next time i scare her chicks then she know.... and next time when u reborn to be a kitten, people scare u to death then u know... (wonder which is the agency that approve her to work in singapore and brought her in, waste resources... no wonder singapore lack of space lar... give this kind of people... china so much space, dunno how to go back and take up the space there ar... stupid. ) anyway, ya.. after that, the poor little one got so frightened that when GZ and I approached the young one, it was so frightened that it just hid at a corner... in the end, we manage to get it into the temple area.. (just hope that god will protect it)... about to go off for dinner when we saw a blank one... almost the same size as the golden poor one.. so, had to get that one in too... just in case they met with some " waste of land, money and resources people here" ( and now i also understand why food is of such high demand, coz with these kind of good for nothing people, they just waste our food... so now u know why got high inflation?) after we manage to get them in, we went off... but not long later, we went back.. probably just worried for the both vulnerable kittens... heard a rather soft meow, and realized that there was actually a third kitten.. which happen to be in the premises of the hotel ( which happens to be next to the temple).. tried to get that one to be with the two kittens... but coz we are unable to reach it, we left it alone... thank god.. at that point of time, their mom came back.. kinda fierce.. but still... did that just to protect her younger ones.. hope they are safe ba...

~treat animals with love... especially to the younger ones... don't traumatize them~ for those who scare them,.. may you be scared to death too.. and probably have a chance to be in their position.. and then, u will know how it feels like...

2008-04-15T12:58:00.002Z

have not been blogging for a long long time... hahaz.... (lazy to blog ma... first day know me mehz?)

well... to begin with, i graduate from TP le... haiz... i miss my poly life!~ and at least the poly food is so much cheaper can? as compared to wherever i am now....

anyway, jia jin, hope u have enjoyed ur birthday... =P

poly life...

2008-03-12T16:01:00.002Z

today is the day that officially confirms that i am out of TP... probably forever... looking back... guess i have to thank lots of people for making my poly life a memorable and interesting one... besides that, it has also taught me to be careful when i am out working....

probably the first batch i have to thank are all my lecturers and tutors (besides my parents)... for their guidance, care and patience... (especially to mr G. koh, since i was always found talking in his class... =p, and mr chan s.m, since i always kind of complain about working life in my reflections, to mark c. for teaching p.s and i about the values of life... and mrs lee)

the second batch goes to my year 3 teammates, for making my project journey a memorable one ( other than the fact that we always have to run to hand in the projects... and the incident... * u know, i know can le*) as much as i hated to do project work, coming to think of it, i think, it may be much better than working... at least, most of the teammates are true friends that i might never be able to find in the working world...

third batch goes to all my friends that i have known in poly... great knowing all of u... and i think, i will miss the times spent with u all... and i guess, i will miss the nights spent in different camps too....

poly life...

2008...

2008-01-01T05:13:00.000Z

well, a brand new year, with a brand new beginning.... hmm... as for the new yr, have some resolutions... but dunno if i will keep to them or not ( probably not though.. hahaz... )

-probably in this new yr, i should be more... hmm... less vulgar... hehe... coz last night when i went for countdown, right after the fireworks, some indian guy step on my toe.. and my immediate reaction after he went off was... go and die lar.. step on my toe on new yr!~ hmm... well... but then again... quite pain lor.. somemore last toe lehz...

-as mentioned, a brand new yr with a brand new start.. probably, it is time to leave whatever happened in 2007 in 2007, and start all over again.. but then again.. will this happen? hmm... find me at the end of 2008, then i will tell u ba.. hahaz...

-ought to be more patient and show less temper... not for friends out there... but more for someone out there... hmm... but then again.. i also dunno if i will achieve it or not.. hahaz...

-actually have one more resolution one... but somehow, i forgot.. hahaz.... so much for having resolutions... =P

anyway, happy 2008!~

19 years old... hmm...

2007-12-13T16:17:00.000Z

hmm... first of all, a big thanks to my friends for their wishes and presents... well... they are as follows...

a big thank you to heaven for not raining today... if not, the bbq will not be there.... thanks so much and that is the best present i could ever receive...

a second big thank you to whoever who make my timetable... for letting me have a lec on thurs, so that i can shift it to other days, making my thurs free...

a third thank you to my family... hahaz... though my brother was irritating, but guess what, this morning he pretended that he forgot my birthday... then before i knew it, he took my pluto and starting saying the happy birthday song.. hahaz... kinda touched that moment... hahaz...

and the last thank you will go to the following ppl.... gz, haz, maz, jj, joy for the bbq.... yi ling, er ge, wilfred, joy, jj, maz, haz, gu jie for the presents... peishan, brendy and evelyn for the lunch treat.. hahaz... karin, shawn, huiping, jay, kaiyi and her bf for the beforehand combined birthday gathering.. and all the others for the birthday wishes, which will include shuk wai, hui fen, jia ling, how yee, qian ling, hui yan, alvin, sylvia, kim heng, qing hui, hui yan, sze rui, nazeer, ming jie and farhanah ....

a big thanks for all of u all... for making it special.... =)

p.s if next yr u guys are buying me presents, do me a favour... try as much as possible not to buy soft toys kz.... =) coz this year itself i have an additional 3 soft toys on my bed, ( which probably will cause me to sleep on the floor tonight)... a bigger version eeyore, pluto and pooh bear.... well... which cause my bed to have a total of around 10 plus soft toys... =)

the day before my 19th birthday....

2007-12-12T13:06:00.000Z

though it is not my 19th birthday, at least not till tml (13 dec).. but there are some out there who had already touched my heart.. and the one that touches my heart the most is the one in my current display pic... in case u all did not see it, the pic is the first pic... well... so sweet right? just touches my heart... thanks a lot er ge! anyway, i will also not forget the efforts placed in by my gu jie, wilfred (another sweet but cute one) and joy ( who made me carry my present all over the sch today) my brendy jie, evelyn and pei shan's treat for lunch.. hahaz... thanks so much friends... and not forgetting my family pic... hahaz...

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2007-09-26T19:36:00.000Z

in case u all did not know, ( which i doubt so) i have already started my internship at... credit suisse, somemore, at EURO time, which explains for my disappearance... probably this is the first and last time which i am going to be EURO time... no offence to those who are working at this time, but i feel that, like no life lehz.... everyone around u is working, and u are sleeping.. and vice versa.... hmm...

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2007-09-09T08:03:00.000Z

unless joy have another friend who is also named xinyu, i am kinda sure that i saw my name on the first of her list.. hahaz... * should i feel honoured? * anyway, here it is...

List down your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

for all my loved ones to celebrate my birthday..
have one day to "experience" what is it like having a golden retriever..
for everyone around me to be happy.. and also me to be happy always..
$$, no need to be a lot, just enough for me to spend on anything i wanna and enjoy myself... :)
lesser projects from my sch!~ hahaz..

1. The person who tagged u is: joy

2. Your relationship with her is: good friends

3. My five impressions of her:

talkative.. that's why with her around, the world will never be quiet.. blehz... jk jk.. :P
will be there whenever needed... ( knows how to comfort ppl de wor)
a great friend to have...
sociable.. that's why have so many friends around her...
hmm... at times, a bit kapo ba.. hahaz.. :P but sometimes understanding and considerate.. yup yup..

4. The most memorable thing she has done for u: last time before o levels, she wrote one small message on the strip of paper, with the last sentence saying, keep in touch, luv joy.

5. The most memorable words she has said to u: cannot remember? the only words i remember is.. wed you free ma? wanna go out ma? ( which was probably an hour ago.. )

6. If she becomes your lover, u will.. huh? will not one.. hahaz... i am straight de...

7. If she's your lover, what does she have to improve on? she will never become my lover one... so i can dun answer this question le.. hahaz... :P

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will.. feel a little upset that i am losing such a great friend.. and chances of her being my enemy is probably nearing zero...

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: she have done something really wrong that really breaks my heart...

10. The most desired thing you would do for her now is? dunno?

11. Your overall impression of her: a great friend.. :)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: hmm... super slacker, kapo and always wanna lollipop, candy floss...

13. The character you love about yourself is: hmm... i dunno?

14. The character you hate about yourself is: always cry one...

15. The most ideal person I would like to be: a carefree person with no worries..

16. Say something to the ppl who care:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u..

1* joy
2* maziah
3* gz
4* er ge
5* hui ping
6* shawn
7* gwen
8* hui an
9* janice
10* pei shan

18. Who's *2 having relationship with? someone.. out... there.. ask her if u all wanna know...

19. Is *9 a female/male? female...

20. If *1 & *10 got together, will it be a good thing? they can never be together.. hahaz... unless they r les.. but i dun think so...

21. How about *3 & *4? wun one.. unless they r gays.. hahaz... which i also dun think so...

22. *2 is studying? yup yup...

23. When was the last time you chatted with *3? last night...

24. What kind of music does *8 like? dunno? rock ba?

25. Does *6 have any siblings? yup yup...

26. Will you woo *3? hmm... dunno.... wanna know, ask me... hahaz,,,

27. How about *7? wun one.. hahaz... she and i will only remain good friends,.. hahaz,,,

28. Is *4 single? yup yup...

29. Surname of *5? saw

30. What's *5's hobby? hmm... should be chatting, shopping and sleeping...

31. *3 is studying at? ngee ann poly...

32. Have you tried developing feelings for *8? nopez.. :)

33. Where does *9 live? at dakota crescent.. :)

34. What colour does *4 like? hmm... not quite sure? hahaz,,,

35. Are *1 & *3 best friends? friends only ba,,, :)

36. Does *7 like *2? nopez..

37. How do you know *2? same class in sec school...

38. Does *5 have a pet? nopez.. :)

dental surgery

2007-06-12T13:38:00.000Z

ever see a human pelican? ( the bird that will lift up its head when eating fish) well.. i was like that when i had my dinner just now.. and that my dinner had took me about 45 minutes- 1 hr to finish/ oh well.. and it did not help that when i was eating.. there was a bit of pressure... and maybe also me thinking of the moment whereby the dentist first place in the injection needle in my mouth... oh well.. but there is two good thing... first one is that the dentist only took 15 min to extract my tooth, with the help with two nurses.. one held my hand all the way while the other kept talking to me all the way... hehe... * can be considered the happy girl in the operating theathre (dunno how to spell.. hahaz... ) other than for the pressure and drilling... (making my head go hmm... i dunno?) and the second good thing is that my mum, bro and little pig was there to support me.. hahaz.. and my dad came to fetch me back later.. ( xin fu xiao nu hai)

well... other than the fact that i have the constant pressure every now and then.. and that i ate like a pelican... the whole thing was well... urm... at least i am still fine... able to type... hahaz...

and one other fact... i did not cry.. wahaha...

lesson learnt...

2007-05-31T03:49:00.000Z

lesson learnt is never place all ur stuff in one area...

sigh.. i never knew the importance of the SAPM book till i lost it.. then i realise that one of my FA lec note is inside.. and just when i told my friend that... lucky i never lose my MA notes... i just realised that my MA notes are also inside that book... ar!~

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2007-05-20T09:16:00.001Z

have been a difficult gal lately... especially on thurs, fri and sat... probably due to the sian-ness of having to do the HR ptn... so ya.. just wanna to say sorry to my group friends for any attitude i gave to them.. especially to my jie... and also a word of sorry to someone else for the attitude yesterday...

xing fu xiao nu hai

2007-05-04T16:40:00.000Z

it has been only the second week of sch and projects are coming in le... again... well... anyway, i must first thank dominic for his lollipop yesterday... wah say... lec can be so boring lor... i think without the lollipop.. i will go zzz le lor... and it is too bad i dun have ambika to open it fo me... sigh... must open myself... :( then today... must thank shawn for his treat... yup yupz.. and happy birthday friend.. and also must thank my mum for going down to the bus stop to fetch me home.. love her lotz!~ and lastly, must thank my little pig for staying up late last time just to company me talk... yup yupz... and oh ya... to evelyn.... though FILA must be completed by mon, but still..take care and rest more k.. dun stress up kz... theer is still a long way to go... and to farhanah... humph.. dun friend u le... bully me today... :P but still... i forgive u... see... i so good... hahaz... should buy me lollipop leh... jk jk...

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2007-04-26T08:46:00.000Z

well... woke up this morning with an eye infection... and ya.. the whole day my eyes are like this.. o_O... and things did not help when my two close friends...namely haz and farhanah bully me instead... and my dear haz was laughing all the way to ITAS when she see my eye like that... well... i must declare... i did not watch pron last night!!~~ i am still teh innocent and pure little girl kz... :P

actually not only they two larz.. when my mum and dad saw me in the morning.... my mum was like... y ur eye so swollen? then my dad was... how come ur eye one eye big.. one eye small... haiz...

and overall, i must comment that the lec this morning.. though it is lectured by my past accounts tutor... it is kinda boring for the first hour.. that i landed up smsing my friendz... :P but i guess lots of my friends will agree that it is boring for the first one hour...

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2007-04-24T13:03:00.000Z

today is officially my first day of school... well... ok ba? just that i nearly fell asleep during lec...(sitting at the second row some more larz) maybe coz still have not adapt back to the going back to school and study days ba? anyway... had kelly services after lunch and ok ba? just that when the phone rang... my friends and i were telling each other... u go pick.. u go pick.. and in the end... well.. thank god.. when i pick.. the phone went dead... yup yupz... thankfully ar.. if not if the person on the other phone ask me some weird weird stuff... i will not know how to answer ar...

well... overall my group for kelly services are fine... except for one which i have serious doubts on his working ability.. sorry to say that but ya... did not hear that nice comments on that person... and somemore it did not help when last time i had a project with that person and that person did not turn up for meetings most of the time... for those who are in my class and wondering who is that person.. ask me ba.. hahaz...

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2007-04-18T01:21:00.000Z

have not been updating for quite some time le... and well.. my hols are ok... yup yupz... slacking around most of the time... or not is have etc go back to school for the food/admin meeting... yup yupz... and well... went for peeling session yesterday... which also means to say is that i cannot go under the sun till the peeling thingy is all done.. sigh...

whining session...

2007-03-19T06:37:00.001Z

i am bored at home... with nothing much to do.. even if there is something for me to do... i lazy to do... so to cut everything short... i lazy to do anything (that includes going out) but i am bored at home... haiz... ironic right? never mind... sigh... most of my friends are either working or studying... hmm....

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2007-03-14T04:50:00.001Z

well.... my hols are ok... yup yupz... been going out almost everyday.. but after this friday.. no more outings for me le... going facial and according to my mum... i am not supposed to go under the sun for one month... sigh... going to be bored at home... hmmm

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2007-03-03T02:27:00.001Z

for my poly frenz... yesterday was the last day of my exams.. and it directly means road to freedom for 1 month plus! yeah.. went out with my group of friends yesterday... and i dun deny that they are the crazy bunch of ppl... and somehow... yesterday.. someone can be lamer than ever--> refer to someone's whose name start with a F... dunno who huh? hahaz.. anyway, hope to see u guys soon.. going to miss u all lots during the hols...

to someone else... ha! i dun care about u ... then who is the person who talk to u during the evening... trying to contact him and never study huh? and in the end have to study like siao the next day coz my exams are on monday? friend ar.. i not like u... only have 2 papers to settle... i have 4 papers to settle... and the only paper that i settle before the exams is FOI...

maybe it was ghost that talked to u.. maybe it was someone else whom u called wrongly... maybe maybe...

and who is the person who said dun wanna to talk to me anymore on the day whereby u studied with maz and say dun want to talk to me le? think i so thick skin ar.. ppl dun want to talk to me le still go and pester the person ar...

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2007-02-24T16:49:00.000Z

to someone... i would like to say... take care and try to study kz...

to another... i would like to say... take care and be careful...

to someone else... i would like to say... if u really love her... love her with all ur heart... dun break her fragile heart...

s******

2007-02-11T12:06:00.000Z

conclusion of the day... when my plan expires.. i will never go back to s******... service CMI...

regret going to s******

2007-02-10T22:36:00.000Z

ask me how i feel about s****** and their biling service.. iwill tell u that i truly regret going to s****** and setting up my phone line with them... regretted so much.. i rather go to M1 or s******.. at least i dun recall having any problems with them...

if i have a choice... i will never sign up with s****** again.. problematic company...

so much for their customer service ppl and biling side ppl.. my fault that they never communicate about the plan? both side from S****** tell me different issues... cute right.. so much for being in teh same company,,, go for training lesson on horizontal communication larz... set up internal company email to communicate larz..

even HR also will teach ppl that...

and dun ever let me know that they really bill wrongly and someone hack into my plan.. or else... i recommend that ppl not to use s******...

give me so much trouble.. they free? i also not free lar....

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2007-02-06T23:58:00.000Z

did not go to the beach today... coz i was sleeping almost the whole day.. hahaz... and it is really great.. especially when there is no school today.. was with xiao zhu zhu today.. yup yupz.. just a nice way to spend the day... :) no worries.. no stress... sleep and play the whole day... wad else can i ask for?

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2007-01-31T01:46:00.000Z

today.. there is one person who went past me... pretending that i never exist... i dun believe that she did not see me... coz someone else who was with her came over to my area to say hi to me... but she just went away... i dun care le.. and i dun even know what did i do to offend her.. AGAIN.... and if the person is reading this. can u at least let me know what did i do to offend u again.. which i dun seem to recall.. on the account that i dun recall talking to u for quite some time le... so if i dun recall talking to u for quite some time.. how on earth can i do something to offend u?
make sense?

and for those who are wondering who is that... u know... i know... the usual case...

11 more days....

2007-01-19T00:33:00.000Z

11 more days to go... will survive.. and thankz to all my friends out there who cares.. :) love u all lotz...

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2007-01-18T12:09:00.000Z

later going to have pfp project.. wish me luck,. if i have a choice.. i will do comm skills.. group mates are much much better than the pfp ones... why am i required in the pfp group? anyway.. wadever i do.. they will change it secretly later on wad.. so must well they do it themselves? better right? at least i will not be kept in the dark till later when my friend see my file then we know...

group mates,... what kind of group mates are they?

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2007-01-10T21:13:00.000Z

leave me alone for a while.. though this does not apply to all... somehow.. i would like to be left alone for a while... maybe say i childish... say i think too much.. say wadever u all wanna to say... but how do u wanna me to react? i dun deny the fact that i am a bit disturbed by the fact i know yesterday.. and it does not help when i know that maz know it long ago... thankz huh... no offence but i am not exactly in my good mood...

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2007-01-01T16:06:00.000Z

happy new yr to all... :)

2 fun filling days...

2006-12-24T00:49:00.000Z

yesterday went out with sw, hf, hw and jl... well... quite fun .. and we ate sakae sushi... buffet somemore...had fun and we exchanged xmas presents... yup yups.. they went mango sale ( or something like that?) after the buffet but coz i need to go home to eat dinner.. so i did not go.. yup yupz...

today.. hmm..., praying hard that it does not rain so that i can go escape! hahaz... thankz a lot to the weather... it rained b4 we go.. and it did not rain when we were there... had fun with haz, maz and stingray with all teh rides.. but landed up feeling a bit giddy and about to vomit kind? screamed quite a lot too..especially in the haunted house larz... dunno why... but i think i scream more in haunted house then in any of the other rides.. well... maybe coz i scared of ghost even more ba? then after the whole thingy.. haz and maz bought cake for rui and i... belated for me... beforehand for her.. thankz friendz.. then they took 21 while i went to meet xiao zhu zhu... had dinner near my house... yup yupz.. satay and fried fish bee hoon... getter fatter le...

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2006-12-20T15:18:00.000Z

yah! today... tml.. and probably all the way till mon... i dun have any project meeting.. hahaz... heng ar...

also wanna 2 thank evelyn for her m&m choco. (x'mas present) and also jie for her "rose" wahaha... farhanah... if u happen to read this.. remind me to show u the "rose" kz... hahaz....

2006-12-19T16:16:00.000Z

taken from a post in friendster...

Sweet things are easy 2 buy But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreamingHope ends when U stop believingLove ends when U stop caring Friendship ends when U stop sharingSo share this with whom ever U consider a friendTo love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend...

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2006-12-19T11:59:00.000Z

managed to make it to sch.... was super tempted to stay at home and sleep.. and probably declare sick... =x but still.. anyway... for some reasons.. i dunno what..the bus was on time today.. as in... reached the bus stop and 7 came... then to bedok inter 69 came.. so much for me wanna 2 be super late for teh whole group meeting.. anyway, i am currently alone in the com lab while all my friendz went to ask the tutor some stuff regarding their parts.. hmm....

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2006-12-19T10:52:00.000Z

today is a super nice time to sleep in.. but i found myself groaning when i wake up.. all thankz to my finance group who happily spoils my day.. raining already still meet.. meet everyday for what? i think if i have a choice.. between having sch day everyday and meeting my group mates everyday.. i think for once,., i rather have sch everyday... at least in sch... still have my usual group of friendz.... i miss my HR group... haiz....

the feeling that i had this morning is probably much worse than the feeling i get when i am supposed to go for elf.... thankz huh...

realy dun feel like going to sch.... doing the project... i wanna to stay at home and sleep.. aren't hols supposed to be like that? stay home and sleep kind? why must do project?? starting to dislike my hols now...

and in any case my group members are reading.. let me officially declare that i will not be available on 22 dec afternoon and 2X dec... ever take away my 2X dec.. this is a statement. not a question on whether i can dun go or not.

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2006-12-13T11:27:00.000Z

very long never update le... well. hmm... yesterday was the end of my test paper.. lucky... love the sch lots.. coz today is teh special day.. hahaz... and just wanna 2 say thankz for those who remember.. and special thankz to joy who wanted to wish me on 12 but fall asleep instead.. hahaz... and double special thankz to xiao zhu zhu for the memorable day... :) love u all lotz...

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2006-11-28T21:29:00.000Z

for once.. i love my school! hahaz.. coz there is no paper on my special day.. hahaz... * hint to my close friendz.. hahaz... * yah! and i end at 12 dec! heng ar...

2006-11-08T19:17:00.000Z

IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: nopez...
2) Wore Jeans: yup yup...
3) Met someone: u mean my friendz? yupz.. ended sch a few hours ago wad..
4) Done laundry: hmm... probably once in a blue moon.. and most prob the reasn is that i accidently dirty the shirt with sauces? blehz..
5) Went Hungry: hmm.. think so? while waiting for my friend.. actually, the fact is that i am always hungry one.. hahaz....
6) Talked on the phone: yup yupz...
7) Said I love you: dun recall so? even if have, it should be love ya.. to my friendz ba? for helping me do something.... yup yupz/...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: ya?
9) Your friends: ok ba?
10) Tooth Fairy: nopez..
11) Destiny/ Fate: somewhat larz...
12) Ghosts:yupz! i will have difficulty sleeping at night after hearing all the horror ghost stories!
13) UFO: nopez?
FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: nopez
15) Do you like anyone?: hmm... wad do u think?
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: dun have ba?
17) When you cried the most who was there: usually i prefer to cry in the dark.. when i am alone...
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: knowing that u are surrounded by ur loved ones and be loved by them! ( meaning with family and friendz... )
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: to lose ur loved ones? and also to feel that no one cares?
20) What time is it now?: 7.06pm
WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: recently i prefer vanilla... choc a bit too heaty?
22) Coke or pepsi: pepsi?
23) Love or LUST: love
YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: KFC!
25) Single or group dates:huh? meaning? sorry.. my englist too powderful le..
26) Adidas or Nike: fine with both....
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton...
28) Cauppucino or coffee: i dun drink one?
YOU:
29) smoke: nopez...
30) Curse: yupz.... when i am angry..
31) Take a shower: duh.. who dun?
32) Have a crush: a crush? hmm... what is the "definition" of crush?
33) Think you've been in love: hmm... nice question...
34) Like school: ok larz...
35) Want to get married: yupz// but not now...
36) Think you're a heath freak:ha... i doubt so... keep on eating one...
IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) drink alcohol: nopez.. i very guai one lorz.. blehz,,,
38) Gone to the mall: yup yupz...
39) Been on stage: nopez...
40) Eaten sushi: yup yupz...
41) Been dumped: nopez?
42) Gone skating: how i wish... i wanna skate!
43) Dyed your hair: nopez.. but nearly did that... changed my mind last min...
44) Changed into who you want to be: what i wanna to be? hmm.. i am ok at the moment... i think?
45) I love: to sleep and eat! hahaz...
46) I hide: nothing?
47) I miss: sec sch days?
48) I need: money? broke le.. blehz...
Eight people you would like them to do:-
er ge... gz... lydia... shuk wai... maz... stingray... eileena?( if she happens to read my blog) and... anyone who is free... :)

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2006-10-11T22:27:00.000Z

today went out to meet sw and hy first.. then later to meet stingray... went back to TP to watch dvd.. ( actually main purpose is to go back damai one..but for some reasons unknown... we landed up in TP.. ) well... then later went to sheng shiong for our otah.. walk a while and went off... yup yupz...

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2006-10-06T12:22:00.000Z

found myself too lazy to move by the time my friend called me to meet at bedok... well... zzz... and the aircon is so just right... lazy.. lazy... hahaz...

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2006-10-06T11:55:00.000Z

woke up at 6 something today to accompany my mum to bring my grandfather to changi hospital for check up.. and went back to TP for a while to submit the form while waiting for my friend.. and now talking to maz.. so if my phone went up... then i dun care... my that cartoon friend will pay ar.... so late still have not call me...

~ hungry... ~

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2006-10-05T18:00:00.000Z

just came back from chalet from 2-4 oct... on the average./.. it is ok larz... yupz...

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2006-10-01T13:51:00.000Z

A best friend is better than any boyfriend. A best friend may not kiss you or hold you through the night, but they will hold your hand through tough times. They cause tears only through giggles, and they will never judge you on how you look with your makeup off. They may not give you flowers on Valentine's Day but they will give you chocolate once a month. And the best thing about them is that no matter how many times you fight and no matter how loud you may yell, you always know in the end they're still going to love you, and that nothing you could ever say, or scream, could change that.

thinking of anyone while reading this? well.. someone was on my mind while i read this... ( that person is a girl hor.. )

2006-10-01T13:49:00.000Z

found on one of the website in yahoo...

Your best friend is the one who's laughed with you, cried with you, and despaired with you. Your best friend is the one who loves and accepts all the strange or quirky things about you. Your best friend is the one who's shirts are stained with mascara from your tears. Your best friend is the one who can look at you and have a whole conversation without moving their mouth once. Your best friend is the one who's seen you at your worst, and said you were the best. Your best friend is the one who fought for and defended you-even when they knew you were wrong. Your best friend is the one who can honestly say "I love you." and not think twice about how it was taken. Your best friend is the one who crashes on your couch at four in the morning. Your best friend is the one who kicked you in the ass and straightened you out when you were about to make a big mistake. Your best friend is the one who knows you inside out. Your best friend is the one who never has to ask- they already know the answer. Your best friend is the one with whom you can't play twenty questions because they already know the answer to every question. Your best friend is the one who fought with you, missed you, and made up with you after many bitter exchanges were made. Your best friend is the one who stood by your side when you were having a hard time, and always forgave you for being a b*tch. Your best friend is the one who doesn't expect an apology but deserves one. Your best friend is the one who covered for you to keep you out of serious trouble. Your best friend is the one who never judged you for what you had done, never called you a dirty name because you had been less than good. Your best friend is the one who is your main partner in crime. Your best friend is the one who will always need you and miss you in times of need when you can't be there, but knows you would be if it was possible. Your best friend is the one whom you may need most, who will always seek your company, but will push you away to avoid pulling you down with them when they know they can't win.

tonight...

2006-09-30T00:52:00.000Z

tonight went to yu ting's birthday bbq.. and sorry gal.. left so early... anyway... happy birthday... and i had lots of fun there.. its real nice seeing back my old classmates.. and having fun with them... yup yupz...its real nice laughing with them again... such a long time since we last met anyway.. hehe... and probably for some changes here and there... everyone is about the same... yup yup...

~loving 4e4 (2004) lotz...

my home expedition?

2006-09-28T15:51:00.000Z

hmm.... staying at home for almost whole hol.. except for the times that i went out larz.. anyway.. will be staying at home today till at nite( where i will be going out.. with my friendz... ) yup yupz.. i am so bored.. and just now was talking on the phone with maz and stingray till the phone line went dead.. ( i think maz hp low batt.. so ya... )

hmm.. been taking care of my bro every now and then... yup yupz.. any "babysitter" wanna to help me take over? blehz...

zzz...zzz...zzzz....

zzz...

2006-09-25T16:40:00.000Z

woke up at say 6 plus am to go to the temple to pray.. yup yupz.. and return home to take a short nap... woke up at 11.30... just enough time to call maz and ask what time they are meeting... yup yupz... then went to meet them.. went cycling and i think i am accident prone.. coz i nearly bang against the pillar.. nearly fell over the grass... for some reason.. i think due to my bag sling.. i break so sudden that i nearly fell and etc etc... and for some reason, part of me loves stingray.. part of me doesn't.. the part in which i love her is that she said that i look slimmer.. though i think it is coz i wore the black shirt and a dark blue shorts that make her think that way.. but she and maz way of thinking is coz i kanna abused.. that's why look slimmer.. ya... i kanna "abused" by someone lor... "steal" the TUNA bread from me... blehz.. ( actually it is that person's tuna bread lar) ( if u know what i mean.. dunno.. then well... never mind.. talking crap) part of me which does not love her is that she bully me!! blehz... anyway, other than the fact that i have quite a no. of "accidents" here and there... the cycling was fun... yup yupz... blehz.. and i am not surprised that anytime from now.. i am going to fall asleep... blehz...

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2006-09-23T17:36:00.000Z

i am bored... supposed to pack my room one.. but pack till halfway and i lazy to continue packing le.... supposed to get ready to meet janice later but i think i am too lazy to do anything... sigh.. my friendz ma... hmm... working de working... watch tv de watch tv... go out de go out... sleeping de sleeping.. studying de studying... haiz... for once... how i hope sch can reopen faster... then at least i will not be bored...

to stingray...

2006-09-21T16:18:00.000Z

read stingray's blog just now.. and just wanna 2 tell u this...

well... if the best friend u are refering to is me... hehe... i did not delete ur testimonial... at least not yet.. gagaz... accepted it already.. sorry lor.. u must understand that sometimes my email is like me like that... so slow.. so ya... by the time i saw the mail that u have send testimonial over.. and by the time i went to friendster to accept it... well... maybe a few days have passed le.... never mind... if i accidently reject.. then u type one all over again lorz... hahaz.... :P

then for ur sept 19 entry... well.. those days are memorable... go back there one day kz? and i dun mind going back to damai for once again.. who ask teh teachers run off so early on teachers' day... so early taht i did not get to see mdm lubna and mdm siti... well.. i dun care.. i wanna 2 go back one day.. haha... i dun mind just the two of us going back.. in fact... i just hope that the two of us are going back only... blehz... then after that.. can go and play my swing... and also my fav. place to be.. the reservoir... remember the days in which we sat down there.. and also wonder if we can ever get to study in TP? well... also remember the hall.. where we will go to the back stage and u will play ur piano? and hey.. speaking of which.. i have not get teh chance to play the hopscrotch ( jia lat.. dunno how to spell... )

as for my another fav. place to be.. cycling.. i also dun care... one day.. i wanna 2 go out with u all again.. just the three or four of us ( actually 3 to be exact coz haz is usually the one missing in action for the cycling one..) and i also like to walk along the sand... p.s the song is elmo's world... lalalala-lalalala elmo's world!!! hahaz... and i also recall the times in which whenever we "quarrelled" over that song lyrics.. maz will always be in teh middle? and actually.. i am not surprised that she will really leave the both of us there to "quarrel" over the song lyrics while she cycle away fast.. pretending taht she dunno us.. hahaz...

well... last time when we quarrelled... it was between the two of us.. but as time passes... our quarrel no longer just affects the both of us.. but the rest too... so for all i know.. our quarrel might involve 6 ppl ( know why is it 6? coz my side.. there is also joy and gz.. ) including us.. and honestly speaking... i dun really like it.. dunno... ( sorry frenz... no offence... ) but i prefer that we settle it between ourselves.. and somehow... it might be less complicated... dunno for u... but for me.. the more the rest advice... the higher is the chance of me not wanting to deal with this stuff...

anyway.. what is over is over.. if u wanna 2 solve the past prob with me.. well... i am available on my hp.. dun call my house after 9 plus, 10 hor.. or i think u will know the consequence? :P hehe... but if u dun want.. then just leave the bad memories behind us... and keep the wonderful memories in our hearts...

as for the time spend.. well.. i still mean what i say... friend are more important than bf... ( or maybe otherwise?) but currently... it is friends first... anyway, it dun really make much sense that my world only evolves round one person.. so if that person disappear le.. wun my world be super empty? i will never wanna to risk the chance of getting depression just coz my whole world collaspe... blehz... anyway, it is not as if i spend every single moment with him.. blehz... just give me the date and ya.. i will try to make myself available... so dun worry okiez?

p.s wanna to clarify smething... i got bang the phone huh? oh... ok... i kinda forgot... only remember taht i always shout over the phone :P.. not bang??? hmmm....

P.S for those who are reading this.. well.. i am fine.. and from what i have known... we did not quarrel... no worries... (unless stingray happen to declare a "cold war" which i have not known yet? but i dun think so, right gal?) blehz...

lastly, miss ya!

taken entirely from stingray blog...

2006-09-21T16:10:00.000Z

"la la la la, la la la la, elmos' song" wow miss this song LOADS!recalling the times, where maz, starfish n me went cyclin, n starfish n me arguin wif each other, if it's elmo's SONG, or elmo's WORLD, n shouting as we cycling singing the song, till now, i still tink it's elmo's song, haha! cycling, starfish n me loved east coast park ever since after o levels, we frequent there at the very beginin of last yr, no matter when we quarrelled, when im feelin down or when she's feeling down, or both of us were feelin up! we would go there! picked seashells, n remembered tht indian guy whom picked shells for us? scared us outta our wits realli =)while the memories starts to flow back, damai's swing near tht sheng siong is also our favourite place to go, the reservoir is a recommended place to go after gettin ur o results, gd or bad, but don get on the negative side n do somethin silly or foolish there lah, yupx....whenever we quarrelled, frens givin me advice would always say tht, "though u all may seemed close to each other, but u two don really understand each other" well, this might b true,but our frenship nv got defeated.. best frens in the world don haf to understand every part of u.true enuf, after knowin my bestest or closest fren for nearly the 6th yr being attached, i got upset, time spent together was not enuf for us even when she was single, let alone havin a bf, she would haf time to spend wif me, i started to drift from her, yupx, the farther the better, the best is don distract me while the exams are still on.... selfish i might seemed to be, but who isnt selfish, i also need companion, some very close frens whom i can find whenver i am down..... but problem between us does not seemed to get any better, wif four of us gettin hurt in the process...i began to talk to her ytd, as we spoke to each other, problems were not dug up to be resolved, nor did we get up wif childish acts and start quarrellin, shoutin, or bangin each other's phone, instead, we talked as if we were new frens, yupx, perhaps startin anew might be a better choice... relaxed and rejoiced kinda feelin, it is heavenly great!

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2006-09-17T22:44:00.000Z

had been quite some time since i updated/// maybe coz i am lazy ba... but mostly is coz nothing much to update lorz.. life is as usual... to me... hols is mostly all about sleeping and eating.. and probably hanging out with friendz( but now probably lesser le... coz some working and etc etc... and also that coz my mum is taking up a part time job now.. for two months only... i have to stay at home to look after my bro... so ya... ) but anyway, the last time i went out with my friendz was like... last week wed or thurs? well... one thing that i gathered from the outing with my friendz is that avoid going to suntec... we had to spend such a long time finding the door b4 we are able to get into suntec lorz.... haiz.. all becoz of the IMF... well....

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2006-09-09T15:53:00.000Z

just came back from the bsc sub com camp.. quite ok ba? except that for the nightwalk, i screamed AGAIN though it is almost like the same as the one which i had in my SL camp... blehz... then for at night... hmmm.... did not really sleep well larz... though i did manage to sleep for a while later... :) then after the camp, went to tampines, long johns to eat with my poly friendz.. and then went home with how yee followed by gz to entertain me... thankz.... :)

managed to wake up at 12 something today? though did wake up for a while to send one sms and sleep back again... come to think of it, i dun even know if i have send it to the right sms to the person... hehez... hahaz.... but i swear.. i did not set the alarm clock... yupz yupz.. just happened to wake up coz the sunlight streamed into my room... yup yupz...

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2006-08-19T14:39:00.000Z

if can, i wished i could capture the moments i had last night... yesterday did not go sch but went to shuk wai's bbq... had a great time there.. and special thankz to how yee who went home to get the clothes for me... :)

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2006-08-15T17:56:00.000Z

yesterday joy and gz came to tp.. supposed to study one... but in the end, i think i landed up "studying"... i think the rest of my friendz also did not study much during that time lorz... all landed up chatting most of the time... anyway, ya... will not be goin into further details... but one thing i have learnt to appreciate... the lift! never underestimate the usefulness of the lift...

as for today, well, went to sch 1 hr early to meet my classmates... went to lab to print their notes... yup yupz... and well, actually come to think of it, my HR tutorial today wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.. hmm...

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2006-08-13T09:57:00.000Z

last night went to watch fireworks... yup yupz.. with maz, haz, haz's cousin and gz... quite ok ba? but i think that the view at marine square is better... :) [ and i realised something... there is everytime ONE STUPID TREE which is blocking my view to see the fireworks.. sigh.. fated... last time in marina got one stupid palm tree blocking the view... and l;ast night.. got one dunno what tree blocking the view.. why r there so many stupid trees around?????] anyway, after that, we went to walk and ya... went home quite late last night... nearly took the last bus.. and the result that i got?? nagging from my mum today.. hahaz.. coz i nearly cause someone to take cab/walk home.. hehe... :P

p.s. i just realised that from my home, can see what is happening at the overhead bridge.. :P

quick update for yesterday...

2006-08-09T10:18:00.000Z

yesterday... hmm.. after my Hr tutoriaL... i rushed all teh way down with haz to orchard cineleisure to watch NOW AND FOREVER... (coz only cathay cinemas have this show... ) and trust me.. it is quite a nice show... its funny at the beginning, touching at the end.. the last sentence of teh show is probably teh one that caused lots of ppl's tears to flow.. ( coz after the whole movie, can hear lots of sniffing here and there... ) yup yupz... *and for some reasons, i dun mind watching it again... hahaz.. even though it means that i have to rush all the way from sch...* anyway, after that, haz and i walked around.. and then i went to meet my parakeets friendz... hahaz... rushed all the way from orchard to city hall.. reached at 8.30 like that ba? and still have to find them among the crowd... then still got one person lar.. so cute... ask me go and find the moon... the area they are sitting can see the moon.. so if i can see the moon, can somehow see them le... hahaz.. anyway, i found them at 8.50.. just nice.. just have to wait 10 min for the fireworks.. hehe... and the fireworks so nice larz... after that, we slack a while... then went pan pacific there and slack again... ( or should i say to sleep... ) :P blehz..

taken from one of the bulletin board in friendster...

2006-08-09T09:59:00.000Z

There was once this guy who is very much in lovewith his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.Although, at that time he was just a small fry inhiscompany, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ..

You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day,while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside thecouple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car,condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all theyhave.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. Forwhat's in your mind mayescape but what's in your heart will remainforever.

The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand.Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you

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2006-07-25T23:15:00.000Z

quite happy today.. kinda? to begin with... I AM NO LONGER AN ELF LEADER!!!! yah.. hahaz... at least i can MIA le... coz now no more responsibilities le!! hurray!!! then at the bus stop.. was telling shuk wai how i wish that my favourite "ghost" is here.... and sometimes... wishes do come true ( so better think twice before wishing!) .. hahaz... and b4 i know it.. i saw him coming down the stairs with his friendz.. haaz.... and so nice.. i have someone to talk to all teh way to bedok le.. hahaz... as for shuk wai, sorry leh girl.. did not manage to call u on time.. hahaz...

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2006-07-23T06:35:00.000Z

had a very bad nightmare just now.. and i dreamt that i died inside the fire..( but surprising thing is that they cannot find my body.. scary right?probably burn to ashes le... blehz.. ) yup yupz.. and i "felt" the pain of losing my loved ones.. that very day that i trapped inside the fire, i was about to tell someone something... but coz i died.. i did not manage to... then thoughout, i was crying... and i regretted so much not tell that person something b4 i die... so much so that i wanna to jump down the building,. afterall, die le ma.. cannot die again right? but surprisingly, i did not do so... (p.s, the person that i have something to say 2 really exists hor)

woke up crying and here am i...

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2006-06-12T01:17:00.000Z

morning! just now went to gelyang to haave dinner with my friend.. and it is like... hmm... walked all the way from aljunied MRT to like.... i dunno? to start the "food" off.. we ate din xin... yup yupz.. quite ok lar... but i just learnt today that pictures can be deceiving.. especially the zhu chang fen... with prawns in it... dunno what is that called larz... then ya.. when it arrived.. it was like... hmm... so "big!"... then after that, went to urn... eat beef noodles... while waiting, we sat down tehre and stone... almost.. after the beef noodles come... ate le, then go eat frog legs ... stone again and ya... pictures r deceiving in taht shop too.... when the food came.. it was like ... hmm.... l;ast stop, ate dou jiang you tiao... ok larz.... then they somehow landed up at my home in the end... hahaz.. coz of the toilet thingy larz.. and then. after that, at 11 something.. i rushed them home.. so sorry friendz... oppz.... :P

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2006-05-31T19:28:00.000Z

went for mac breakfast with shuk wai and mandy this morning.. and ate big breakfast... was happily playing with the sauces again... though this time is different.... i carved the words on the styroform ( dunno how to spell) and pour something on it... hehe... sorry lar... playful ma....

another one... i dunno when i did it one.. was in my hp for quite some time le...

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2006-05-30T10:30:00.000Z

yesterday went with sw, "goldfish" and maggie to KFC during my 2 hrs break... went and order one 2-piece original chicken and realised that i have to wait for it.. so .. ya... while waiting, i played with the chilli sauce again.. ( much to sw and probably mandy's "haiz... play with the sauce again?") guess that playing with chilli sauce has become my favourite fast food pasttime liaoz.. last time went out with my parakeets friendz also like that.... "draw" with the chilli sauce... "parakeets with a small heart below" and also "IMH escapees.... "

lalalaaz

2006-04-21T23:56:00.000Z

just finished my two day biz freshman orientation... hmm..first day was... urm... ok ba? so so lor.. but my class freshies not so "ra-ra" lar... so....ya... but one thing is that they very guai... will not anyhow go.. except for 1 person... left without saying or anything. first day somemore... after that, we had our fast debrief and someof my frenz met up... played murderer in the sports hall
till someone came over and say we need to leave the hall... engine taking over... then after that, went for dinner and then home.... then as for today.. suposed to meet up with my frenz to eat one... but somehow.. i did not go.. just wanna to continue sleepin all the way... so sms them to say i am not meeting them and the reason is just coz i just did not want to get out of bed... yup yupz... today is ok lar... spent lesser time with my class as compared to yesterday though... cheered like crazy in the bedok reservior though.,. but it is worth it.. coz biz is the overall champion... so nice! after that, we had our short debrief and went to decide on where to eat.. after like... half an hour.. or maybe lesser... we decided to eat at the opp KFC... yup yupz... then went home.... zzz...

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2006-04-05T00:06:00.000Z

came back from the camp.. and it is super fun lorz... and my group, papakeets.. though we did not win anything.... i will miss the times when we stay up all night to talk crap.. and play murderer! yah! and somemore, when ppl play games that time, we sat at TCC and play murderer.. hahaz... and i will also miss the whole group... and thankz to "mummy" who cares for us so much and did so many things for us.... :)

to stingray: u never ask...

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2006-03-10T22:16:00.000Z

i am back from the pulau hantu trip.. and it is fun.. except for the fact that my friendz can hear my screaming once every now and then... 1st day was coz of the night life in TP... so scary at first lor... especially the toilet.. complete darkness.. even remember to go with 7 of my other gal friendz.... for that night, i dun remember bathing.. hahaz.... then for the 2nd day, when i bathe... there is spider and ants... ar!!! make it a quick one lorz... only to know later that we will be dirty and wet... ar! coz there is a "final clash" kinda? then after the "final clash", i went with karine to the lagoon and ya.. it was there that we walked barefooted.. from one island to another.. and that is where i scream like.. dunno? keep on stepping on the corals, i think? then it seems as it i am stepping on a human's hand.. so soft one.. scary..

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2006-01-26T23:16:00.000Z

just now had so called reunion dinner with AC friendz... a bit xtra at first.. ( not much friendz there ma.. duh.. go 2 sessions so far only when ppl attended more than 6 times, like that how to make friendz?) especially when shuk wai was not here yet, jia ling was talking to someone.. and chuan hui is with her friendz.... but in the end, everything went fine,, thankz to shuk wai and jia ling... company me throughout.. thankz friendz! we ate yu sheng and trust me when i say that our side is the messiest of all... almost 1/6 of the whole yu sheng can be found on the table... hehe.. but anyway, enjoyed myself today...

* even if how much u all have studied for the upcoming exams, plz dun tell me.. dun tell me that u all have already studied this.. studied that... i rather not know anyway... let me enjoy my chi new yr first... *

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2005-12-24T13:26:00.000Z

recognise some soft toy in the above pictures?it was taken when i have nothing to do... looks nice right? and u know something? the second pic consists of all my soft toys who are placed on the bed... all except the golden dog.... all thankz to my brother... who will always "kidnap" my dog... so sad...

Photos...

2005-12-23T17:53:00.000Z

hehe.. sorry friendz... forgot to put till now... not that i dun like the cake that u all bought for me.. i really do like ... only that i forgot to place it in my blog ever since the day u asked me where is the pics... real sorry.. hehe....

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2005-12-19T23:34:00.000Z

today my friendz, hui fen, shuk wai, how yee and jia ling bought me a bear! ar... so cute! thankz friendz....

hmm... life is as usual... only that now is test period... and i am super lazy to study.... again!

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2005-12-13T09:42:00.000Z

my parents are going to fetch me from sch soobn.. so i am going to make it quick.. today overall its a nice day.. and thankz er ge for the present... hahaz.... did not expect u to really buy it.. :) came in useful too... during econs.. when i was about to sleep... so nice to hug! hahaz... thankz to the following ppl too...

di for the bracelet and handphone accessory
stingray for the handphone accessory and dinner
and the rest mentioned in the earlier posts..

thankz to all of my friendz.. love u all lotz!

:)

2005-12-13T02:05:00.000Z

today went out with stingray, haz, maz and di after sch.. actually, they meet up without me one! but so happens i receive news from someone that they r meeting together.. so i decided to tag along.... hehe... reached TM and walk about.. and soon, haz and maz have to go home.. so that only left with stingray, di and me... went walk walk.. and after haz and maz went home, di, rui and me went to perline silver(sorry if spelling error) and look at the necklances there... but in the end, i still decided to have a handphone accessory that have caught my eye earlier n.. so we have to went all the way up.. and that is when sze rui saw someone.... hmm... after buying the handphone accessory, we left someone... ( and that someone is no other than my er ge.. he lucky.. say buy for me liaoz.. if not.. i will definiately grab that pig!) went arcade... went aijisen( where rui treated me to dinner, thankz gal) and after that, back to perline silver where di bought me a bracelet and after which, we parted... yup yupz...

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2005-12-11T15:05:00.000Z

today my aunt, uncle and grandfather came over for dinner.. and my aunt baked a cake for me..nice?

so happy...

2005-12-09T15:34:00.000Z

today basically i had lots of fun.. especially with di, haz, maz, stingray.. thankz friendz... love u all lotz... went swensens.. went arcade.. went to play pool.. went walk walk.. hahaz...

credits goes to....
the four mentioned above.. yah!

and thankz ping and probably karine for the baby eeyore...
liting for her present..
and jia jin for coming...

sch life...

2005-11-09T17:23:00.000Z

currently sch is still ok... not much complains about that.. still trying to get used to my time table... oh well... ( surprised by my words? blehz)

my com is down again.. partly thankz to.. hmm... me? coz i deleted off the norton antivirus.. since they say need to reinstall again.. but when i tried to reinstall again.. sometyhing went wrong.. and ta ta.. my com got the virus... so with taht.. i cannot blog.. ( now using teh sch com to blog) and i cannot check mails.. and cannot read everyone's blogs too except for maz, stingray and er ge... coz i cannot access to my blog site... yup yupz... only thing i can do is go online.. so i can say i am just so grateful for that... he he...

*things to do: must remember to call joy, jj, liting to settle fri one.. (though i think that i might forget... ) opps...

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2005-11-04T00:03:00.000Z

yesterday i went to TM with my poly class friendz... and once again.. go and play pool! hahaz... actually with shuk wai and how yee one.. but coz one sick, one cannot make it.. so i went ahead with my other 2 friendz lorz... they super quiet... only till the time we went for pool then they talk a bit... yup yupz.. then today went to haz place... with some of my sec sch closest friendz.. had quite a number of laughs over there... and if not wrong.. meeting again next week! as for tml... going out with my poly camp friendz... yup yupz... and if nothing changes.. we r gonna to watch movie.. and once again.. play pool! hahaz... hmm.. at this rate.. not surprised that soon i will go broke even b4 the sch starts... blehz...

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2005-10-31T17:02:00.000Z

today is one of the few days that i stayed at home during the hols... yup yupz... yesterday went out with jay, ping, shawn, karine and yong sheng... actually wanna to go ice skating one.. but coz the rink was too crowded.. then feel that pay so much to go in... a bit "bo hua" so we changed activities.. then in the end, we landed up playing pool... my pool skills.. haiz.. the worse of all... most of my angle were off.. then got a few times.. instead of hitting the balls... i hit nothing.. sometimes.. is that the white ball went in instead.. blehz... skills so bad.. never mind.. had fun playing with them.. though i am sort of in teh dreamland le... then later, i parted with them..they went to town (most prob for k box)while i went off to find sze rui.. very long never see her le... yup yup.. then in teh end, went to pass a book to di and went home...

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2005-10-28T23:02:00.000Z

today went with huiping to shop at bugis and landed up buying a pair of pants... kz.. while she.. landed up spending on her bag and something else.. yup yupz... honestly speaking, i think it is the first time i went shopping with her... so sad right? known her for so long le and this is the first time.. never mind... then after that, joy called me and we chatted for a while... yup yup... and here i am....

i wanna to go cycling. ice skating, go out with my friendz, missing high element...

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2005-10-27T22:41:00.000Z

yesterday went with my friendz to jurong.. wad they call as budget wild wild wet.. had quite a lot of fun with them... yup yup.. really enjoyed myself lotz..

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2005-10-25T13:10:00.000Z

later going with how yee, kenneth and dennis to play pool... if there is no last min changes.. tml the gmp will be going outing ...to swimming...

:)

2005-10-16T23:44:00.000Z

today went to sentosa with karin, kai yi, ping, jay, shan and hao.. hahaz... it was ok lar.. but it will be better if the sun is out... never mind... had fun hangin out with them.. yup yup....

one good news.. maziah is not leaving!!! yah!! love her lotz! :)

morning!

2005-10-15T07:49:00.000Z

today went to teh airport to see my aunt and uncle off.. they r going to hong kong.. i was so close to going with them... but in the end.. coz of my wisdom teeth, i cannot go.. so sad.. never mind... today woke up at 3.30am ( in the end, i slept for 2 hours.. from 1.30 to 3.30.. too tired le.. ) then go to my aunt place to fetch them.. later went to eat breakfast.. burger king! ( airport 24 hours one wad) then after they board the plane, my parents and i went to eat fishball noodles... yup yup. and here am i... fully awake... yup yupz...

hahaz...

2005-10-08T23:36:00.000Z

today went to escape with karine... karin.. hui ping... ruth... jay.. and shawn... it was so much fun... yup yup...

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2005-09-30T15:31:00.000Z

i also learn something... in GMP... dun trust my good friendz.. all sabo me one.. that includes my partner... also sabo me... he is the one who suggested asking me to take photos with a guy.. ( i know, they know can le.. ) then today in kbox, my close friends also sabo me... ask me to sit beside someone... wad only...

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2005-09-30T15:20:00.000Z

today went kbox with my GMP friendz.. and it is super fun... quite nice actually.. only the fact that it is kinda cold and i never bring jacket... and also that i feel so much like sleeping... (maybe too tired le ba? and the songs some i dun know how to sing... )

*to my GMP friendz* when ppl asked me yesterday for the answer, i would say yes... but now, i dunno... actually is minus off the dun.. anyway, that someone did not say anything wad....

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2005-09-20T06:13:00.000Z

suddenly lost my appetite... i dunno... just dun feel like eating much... my mind keep going back to the feelings i had yesterday.... later will be going to meet stingray to get something from her.. then meet ping... yup yup.. and tml... i am going to play pool! hahaz.... ( if there is no more last min changes.. )

asia life...

2005-09-19T11:54:00.000Z

to me, asia life has no life without them... and i will never be going back to asia life to do temp job anymore.. not going back to do scanning anymore.. coz i know that the person who is in charge of scanning will no longer be there... it is the person who always will help me... always defend me when i make mistakes... the group of closest colleagues that i have, almost half have left the company... so there is no reason for me to return.. coz i know that those whom have left, two of them are quite close with me.. and things will never be the same without them...

on the other hand, they have also broke my dreams... a dream that will never come true...

hahaz...

2005-09-18T14:39:00.000Z

i am so happy.. blehz... managed to complete the new blogskin with the help from di.. thankz so much di! ok lar.. i must admit that i am computer idiot.. that is why need to take so long to settle the blogskin... and also sorry lor.. blog no songs.. nor pictures.. coz have not learnt the skills on how to settle it.. told u all out there that i am computer idiot le wad... can't be help... i am just not good friendz with computers' world.. that's why...

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2005-09-10T17:38:00.000Z

i may not be the best cousin that they have... but trust me when i say that they r the closest cousins that i have.. couldn't have asked for more...

*just by showing someone that u care can make the people smile...* that is what i feel... and a big thankz to all my friendz out there who cares for me... love u all lotz!

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2005-09-09T16:26:00.000Z

i have finished my exams... actually.. have finished it yesterday morning... yup yup... but lazy to blog till now... blehz.. i am going to have 2 months of hols... but it must likely will be booked partly by elf... maybe debate( though i have skipped it for god knows how many times) and if i am "lucky" the supp paper...but wadever the case is... i am definatately going back to asia life to see tammy they all! yeah! but not so soon lar...

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2005-09-01T03:02:00.000Z

i am supposed to be studying.. but guess i have no mood again today.... i wanna to go to a place in which i will be happy, a place in which i know that i am everyone's xiao mei... a place in which they care... and a place in which no one knows my past... when can i go back to that place again?

to someone: i was not angry when u read my saved text messages.. though i told lots of ppl not to read.. i was just seriously hurt.. when u did not believe in me... i said it once, and said it again... i never like him more than a kor since i completed my O levels... but since u and the rest still believe that it is not true.. i have nothing else to say... snatch my OB and maybe econs book one day.. see the front and back page.. and u will know where my heart has flown to most of the time when i dun have the mood... flip the pages too... want to know who am i talking about in the previous entry? it could be found in my hp... word for word some more... and u know something? that was not his words... it is someone's else words to me...

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2005-08-31T15:46:00.000Z

my heart ache once again... as i was hurt by my best friend's words while i am on the way back home... ok... i dun deny that i miss someone.. miss him very much.. so? did he care? i miss the times when he helped me... miss his sms as sms from him always make me feel better.... so? does it makes a difference? when i was hurt by my friend's words... i wanna to call him.. but i did not in the end... i have not seen him for a very long time.. since 19 july... have not contacted him since then too... i miss his "say ur last prayer" when i sms him and told him that i might "die" in csa mid sem test... miss everything...

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2005-08-30T13:33:00.000Z

today went to TP library... yup yup.. as usual, my friendz study.. while i "study"... see the difference? that is why i always say that i am the slack one.... arrived at 9.50am.. only to know about 15 minutes earlier that someone will be arriving after lunch.. who huh? then @ 11.20 like that, a crazy girl arrived and sat beside me... know why she is crazy? coz she kept on singing her song, then laugh, then talk.. and wad else? forgot le.. oh ya! snatch my jacket!!! make me freeze sia... and some more... it rained in the morning.. so the temperature in the library was super cold.. enough to place a frozen meat there... yup yup... saw liting and later... at around 2pm... maziah arrived... yup yup... the day overall was alright... only that i am super cold in the library...

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2005-08-29T14:17:00.000Z

today, my friendz went to sch to study while i went to sch to "study"... got wad i mean? yup.. and today was super funny... coz of something that happen while we were going back.. coz of stingray's request, i am not saying wad.. so let it be something that only maz, stingray and i know... blehz...

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2005-08-26T06:10:00.000Z

i have learnt that when i am in CSA, never sit at the corner... coz today for the past hour, she has been calling my name.. and all coz of the fact that i am sitting in the corner! not fair... and i have no freaking idea how to do the tutorials...

zzz...

2005-08-23T12:08:00.000Z

did not feel like getting up from bed this morning... just so nice to sleep... blehz... weather so nice... hahaz... went to sch and got back both my marks for com ckills (sum test) and econs one..( the coursework) yup yup... not realy quite happy with it... but.. whatever... results out already.. who cares?

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2005-08-21T13:01:00.000Z

time and time again, i always tried to study... but time and time again, i failed to do so... maybe coz i am lazy... maybe lack of motivation... maybe for some other reasons... i dunno... time and time again... i tried to stop myself from reading my friend's emotional blog.. but once again, i failed... i tried to stop myself from coming online.. but sad to say... i failed too...

so if i ever fail in this sem, i think it would be the time that someone should pass me her withdrawal form... for some reasons, if i ever fail my sem, it will also be the time that i stop calling someone as my "family" member... coz i dun want that someone to know that his mei cannot make it..( i know it is a stupid reason... but that is the same reason on gave a few months ago...) dun want that person to place so much hopes on me... i am not one who is strong enough to overcome all difficulties...

to stingray...

2005-08-16T12:50:00.000Z

hey.. at least maz and i bother to create a list of reasons for staying in TP hor... especially must give me more credit u know.... sick cat today ma... and at least i also bother to write down the reasons for leaving TP(back page)... blehz... for the back page,who is that for, u know, maz know and i know can le... dun say out.... shh.... hahaz... i know the reasons for staying are quite lame... but too bad.. so sad.. i dun care.. hahha.... cannot think of anymore ma... blehz...

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2005-08-16T07:20:00.000Z

i am dead.. i flung my econs... coz during q & A, i dunno how to answer.. that costs 10 marks!! ar... wadever the case is... comm skills test is.. also ar.. coz as i am during the test, i am sneezing.. but i am feeling hot... jia lat...

elf

2005-08-13T10:51:00.000Z

today though have to wake up early for elf, but i dun deny the fact that i enjoyed it.... in fact... i enjoyed it better when i no need to do belaying or take a group, or be a station master... blehz... today just walk around with paul and hazel.. the both of them are so funny.... laugh almost all the time when paul was with us.. ( coz after that he gotta leave early ma) yup yup... blehz...

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2005-08-12T12:33:00.000Z

can prepare to flunk my excel test already.. dun even know a thing... blehz.. then today actually after sch got something on... then yup... then there was a period of time that maziah nearly wanna 2 strangle me alive.. coz i was saying that if someone were to appear in front of me at that time, i will immediately go back for both elf and debate...maz has even thought of asking someone to appear in TM... so taht i will be more than willing to go for both of my cca.. blehz... but of coz, that did not happen in the end... coz ... i was asking for nearly the impossible...